Time to yourself

I've been gone long but im back. Throughout this school year, I've came to a realization, i have had things happen throughout this year that wasnt expected, and that was. I've dealt with things that i didnt think i would had to deal with. But it has helped me and made me realize that i need time. time to myself to become ok.

I have distanced myself because i see that i'm better off to myself. it helps me think. maybe in college ill be open a little but i prefer to really be to myself. it helps me think better. I don't got time for the constant negativity towards me from family and friends. That may seem a little anti-social but i would prefer that than constant change on towards me. When you are a sweet person and you continue to have soft spots for people who don't deserve it, it takes a toll and drains you because your constantly being broken down by the same people over and over and you don't wanna be mean so you continue to let it happen. In order to really avoid it, you have to just distance yourself from those people who are constantly negative towards you. its no reason you should change yourself because of how people treat you. of course treat them different and trust them less but don't go evil just because they do to you. They not worth you changing the good in you. Always stay the same, just act a little different towards certain people. Don't continue to put your trust into people. Just what to tell certain people and know what not to tell them.

Life's to short to beat yourself up and wonder what you did for people to treat you certain ways. You have to live your life happy and positive and if that means cutting people out your life to do that (family and friends). Then do so. Its nothing wrong with wanting to make your life peaceful and calm. Take TIME TO YOURSELF and come to a realization of what you need and don't need. Its your life, make it how you want to.

-Its life